I found out I'm hiv-, and I have a boyfriend whom I love very much, but I still don't understand why I'm still so depressed and fatigued all the time. :c
Agh. Work called me again for tonight to close. 3rd time in a week and a half or something like that? Moreso 2 weeks, but being called in sucks. I can understand covering someone's shift-- that way I know ahead of time, rather than having to last-minute drop anything I've planned for the afternoon/evening. The only good thing about being called in is the extra $$$, but sometimes it doesn't feel like it's worth what I feel like afterwards. Especially for closing, and I get to do that again on Friday. Fuck.
[May 18, 2008]
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Hmm... so today was a rather busy day at work. My co-worker was late by about an... hour and a half, so I had to take my break that hour and a half later. I ended up getting off at 5, which was originally scheduled. Tomorrow I'm going in from 2pm-9pm, then something like Thursday 11-5, and Friday 4-closing? If I'm not working friday I might end up covering Jordan's shift. Uh, I'm getting slowly addicted to Persona.
•Write a novel •Own a small-time cake decoration company •Own a resteraunt by day, prestigious night club by night. •Visit at least one venue in every state, and at least 3 in Canada. •Backpack around Europe •Settle down with a significant other •Finish college and find out what I want to do •Invent something that will benefit man •Win the lottery and donate 40% to a disease curing foundation •Give my family back in the Philippines a better life •Give my family in America a better life •Try not to lose touch with any of the friends I have now •Write a 15-track CD that depicts my life story •Do a cancer marathon •Become physically active, as well as working as a part-time personal trainer for low wages. •Live
[December 27, 2007]
I'm pulling an all nighter. I really can't say what I've done tonight... other than:
Erm, yet again... I don't really have much to update about. Work is going fine, longer hours are coming ahead for the next month, which includes me getting off at 1:00 AM. Fuck yeah. :[ Mmm... I impaled my right foot with a centimeter-long piece of summat which left me limping for two days. Badminton final is coming up tuesday, as well as my sociology final being pretty soon as well? Not too sure. I'm still trying to convince Hatem and Lynette to go to Bonnnnaarrrroooo this year, and it's going pretty well.
Other than that, nothing! And wtf is up with the heroes season finale on monday? Is it really the final episode for this year? :(
[November 20, 2007]
What the fuck is up with me getting an orgasm everytime I watch heroes? Seriously. I just watched last night's episode this morning and... it was intense. Going down to Richmonddd... ahhhh! I'm excited.
I'm finding myself quite busy this semester. I'm really not quite bothered by it as much as I complain about it. To be quite honest, I really shouldn't be complaining at all. The tasks I'm given are nothing compared to some people; but, I have to take things at my own pace-- even if it means holding of transferring for another semester or two.
The organization for battle of the bands is quite a mess. I still don't understand the point of the audition system. Thank god we have a panel of at least 5(?) judges (including myself) who are quite open to different varieties of music. I'm just somewhat concerned about how some bands will be judged depending on their genre. The deal with MTV-U was finally done (at least to my knowledge), and I'm more than sure that there's going to media coverage on the event... which is still ways to go. So far, the "prizes" that I've heard from Robyn + Emmanuel are 500$ and something to do with NoVA? Recording time perhaps? No idea.
Other than Battle of the Bands, I find my schooling to be going... rather downhill. I skipped a MAJORITY of last week due to "illness". I have the energy to sit around the SGA office and help out with whatever I can, but going to class seemed to be too overwhelming, and just caused more headaches and impatience. Math for Liberal Arts is quite possibly the fucking worst subject that anyone could ever take. Who the hell needs to have an equation to know how to negate a statement? Example given in class was something along the lines of: "If I love her, then she will love me back". -Setting up the problem goes something along the lines of: P -> Q. -Negate (~) "P" and you're left with ~Q. "If I don't love her, then she won't love me back".
I hate it. It's really nothing that I need to know, just another requirement on my general studies program. Hooray.
Other than that, nothing interesting has really happened this week. I've met a lot of interesting people... but that's really about it. Highlight of my day? Hanging out in front of the CT building with Robert... and having him read me a short-story. Interesting. haha
What an awkwardfest. It wasn't awkward in the sense that I thought it would be. Alright, here it goes: Adam picks me up and drive to Will's house, only to find out that Will went to Springfield to go pick up Billy, who is the person that Will likes. A girl named Jennifer is also with Will, and we all meet up at Will's house to go to Clara's house together. We get to Clara's house to wait for Colin and Sarah, and eat ice-cream pops. After that we split into two cars and drive towards Baltimore (this is the beginning of the awkwardness). So it's Billy, Jennifer, and Will in one car; Adam, Clara, Colin, Sarah, and myself in one. We get to Baltimore first since we were going about... 80mph the whole time. Will text's Adam saying that he got lost and Adam explains just to go straight (2nd). Colin and I smoked a bowl, while Adam, Clara, and Sarah just sat outside and waited. We head off to pride and get a couple beads only to find our little fun is rained on when Will calls Adam, telling him that he's gonna go home soon. Apparently Will lost his wallet (3rd), and we can't really do anything about it since we were separated from them. Adam and I decide that we have to go home now since we don't have a ride back, and Will is Adam's best friend-- so might as well. We head over to Will only to find him VERY angry for the 3 reasons I listed above, not that they were anything gigantic... except the wallet thing. They got in a big fight over everything before we get into the car. Awkward car ride back to Springfield, stopping by the mall to check in with Lost and Found security. Will dropped Jennifer off, then Adam and myself at Adam's car. Adam drove me back to my house in almost complete silence.
I feel so awkward.
[June 13, 2007]
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Shit, I haven't listened to Head Automatica in the longest time! Even though I don't enjoy their latest album as much as their old one, they're still good. So I'm coping a bit better; out of alcohol as well as weed, but I'll deal. Oh, and I hate my fucking BIO teacher. He's senile and asks us questions that are too vague to answer basically. I'll pass all the labs with no problem, but the quizzes I'll have a harder time to deal with.
I'm going to pride next weekend; mostly to practice looking at Adam as a friend and not as a love-interest. That, and I think I just hooked Adam and Colin up. Oh... and I talked to Colin about it and he said if it was ok, and I replied with "Yeah, it'll help me get over him." I really hope I'm doing the right thing, my mind and heart both agree it's the right thing.
sup bitches! im the real deal yea...yea...mohamed rules...yea...that dog sucks ballz that one guy i just saw has lots of jizz...yea...awesome...melvin is a homo but everyone loves him...vote for andy warhol sweet...yea...kelsey
[February 17, 2007]
BLah blah blah I am Melvin. Blah blah blah, I like to eat monkey tails boiled in chocolate. Blah blah blah fecies are fun to throw at people from across the street so that you can run away once you throw it. Blah blah blah What?
I've been waking up past noon these past 3 days, or 2. I forget. I really forget what's happened this week. I remember I watched The Descent with Sasha and Alex. 6something lesbians going into a cave, picking at eachother's throats, and having a jolly good time sums it up. I've downloaded a shit-load of movies lately: -Shortbus -Ken Park -Just a Question of Love -Summerstorm And I don't know if this counts, but I've got the full series of Queer as Folk underway.
School starts in about 2 weeks, and that seems like flippin' forever. Oh, and uh. I'm broke.
this is kathleen. i got stuck on an elevator. i'm cool love me. not really. yolu really wouldn't if i wasn't stuck on an elevator. because reall i'm a failure. i'm not drunk anymore. i know what i'm saying. jack, go.
So like... I just became a dog for life. I think I might get a membership card with that. I'm sober, by the way. Melvin is having a post-party for his birthday party with some people, but I think one of them disappeared-- no, that Matt dude is still here. I HEAR HIS VOICE. Kelsey: "Why are you moist right here?" I don't want to know why Matt is so moist. SO MOIST. Like a moist towlette? Danny: "I WILL WAKE UP TOMORROW AND BE STRAIGHT AS AN ARROW." Oh my. Being drunk mommy is so interesting sometimes.
I am the MELVIN MEISTER! I WILL EAT YOUR REPUBLICANS AND KEEP THEM UNDER MY BED TO BE RAPEd by Barbera Streisand!
55 nippon q q ash gala wonderful easy rider salad the mall who ding hide label q q q q + + + + i
WATCH MY GIANT ROBOT MARCH DOWN THE AISLE BUILT OF DECAPITATED NUNS! I NUNCHUCK MY NUNS AND I SEX DEMS GOOD! I SEX THEM BECAUSE I AM THE GOD MAN! I BIT OFF THY RIGHT BREAST OF THY LEFT GODDESS IN THY WOMB! WOMBAN! I AM A WOMBAAAAN !!!!
I think there's sex going on somewhere in this house. Or that there will be soon. Not sure if it'll be gay or straight or bisexualicious. Jessica indicates that she will not be involved in it, and that'll probably hold true. PROBABLY. But in this house, there's an outside chance that I'm going to strip down Jessica of all her clothes and give her Colonel Angus.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
FUCK NO!!
This is from Jessica. She is probably not drunk anymore, but, rather, is tired. Is Kelsey puking? Apparently she might be puking. PUKACIOUS. Or maybe she isn't? Am I adding rumors to the internets?
i just got DKRUNK... says Kathleen. She almost tried to spell it with a "j," which is very special. "Nigga what?" recounts John.
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